By Courtney Enlow | Politics | October 18, 2016 |
By Courtney Enlow | Politics | October 18, 2016 |
As you may recall, I was in attendance at the second presidential debate in St. Louis. I spoke lovingly about the hope I felt among the students and young people on campus, and the general squick of the debate itself.
But behind the scenes was a harrowing tale of injustice and silencing.
I mean, I feel like that’s how Trump and his Trumpiepoos would describe it if it happened to them. In honesty, it might have just been a case of paperwork and possibly the Great 2006 Pajiban Shutdown. OR INJUSTICE! (Definitely not injustice.)
After a lengthy drive to St. Louis, replete with a Black Tapes podcast binge (I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY. WHERE MY STRAGAN SHIPPERS AT?) I arrived at Washington University, blazer on, eyeliner heavy and journalistic integrity strong.
And then, the swift and harsh reminder that All-Caps does not a journalist make.
First, I was told I was not on the CPD media list, that I’d have to trek to another building. The woman pointed at the building. I clearly thought she was pointing elsewhere.
Got sent to a locked building under construction for my credentials. I knew this seemed fake. Milo is going to jump out and kill me isn't he pic.twitter.com/WDeXg0huLV
— Courtney Enlow (@courtenlow) October 9, 2016
So I went back. And she told me where she was actually pointing.
Ok I might be going to the right place now. pic.twitter.com/6pwh8Gc1JN
— Courtney Enlow (@courtenlow) October 9, 2016
This was starting to sting.
What you're seeing right now is what happens when imposter syndrome is just correct.
— Courtney Enlow (@courtenlow) October 9, 2016
And then the other place didn’t have me on their list either. And a quick look at my credential email told them I was in fact REAL MEDIA as determined by the CPD, so I was sent back to the original building for the third time. But I’m all about that bright side.
This going back and forth between credentialing sites his clearly a last ploy by Michelle Obama to get me to lose my baby weight. THX FLO
— Courtney Enlow (@courtenlow) October 9, 2016
And, then, this.
I mean this has truly gone exactly the way I'd expected. pic.twitter.com/TZA7JfHpJD
— Courtney Enlow (@courtenlow) October 9, 2016
No joke, I almost started crying. It was this feeling of “oh, every insecurity you have about your place in this world? IT’S REAL.”
— Courtney Enlow (@courtenlow) October 9, 2016
— Courtney Enlow (@courtenlow) October 9, 2016
But luckily, Zac, who was working the media desk, emailed me quickly to let me know he’d figured shit out.
— Courtney Enlow (@courtenlow) October 9, 2016
I got a badge, and my swag bag.
I GOT MY BAG pic.twitter.com/UzrCk1KHfu
— Courtney Enlow (@courtenlow) October 9, 2016
And I got to see firsthand how weird Fox News is.
Fair and balanced! pic.twitter.com/67nNDmW6pd
— Courtney Enlow (@courtenlow) October 9, 2016
Most importantly I got to see the younger voters who knew the serious ramifications of a Trump presidency and how engaged they were in this election and it made me happy.
#WashUdebate2016 pic.twitter.com/8Z0ZKwB71v
— Courtney Enlow (@courtenlow) October 9, 2016
Just heard a girl with a Clinton/Kaine sign say "I really want my racist grandma to see me. THIS IS FOR YOU GRANDMA." #WashUdebate2016
— Courtney Enlow (@courtenlow) October 9, 2016
#WashUdebate2016 pic.twitter.com/D7eiyUqoGU
— Courtney Enlow (@courtenlow) October 9, 2016
And, then, most importantly, when I learned there wasn’t a specific media watch place and after spending five hours on campus with these wonderful humans, I went back to my hotel, got a double-glass of wine and a salad and watched that shit in my media bag swag t-shirt.
— Courtney Enlow (@courtenlow) October 10, 2016
And that’s my debate tale.