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If I Should Fall From Grace With God

By TK | Posted Under Underappreciated Gems | Comments (51)



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I honestly didn’t know much about Saved! when I sat down to watch it a couple of nights ago. I knew it had something to do with Christian kids and pregnancy, and that it had a surprisingly talented cast. Released in 2004, Saved! made a paltry $10 million worldwide (although that’s still twice its budget), and promptly disappeared into obscurity. Which is a goddamn tragedy, because it’s a funny, bitingly clever, scathingly snarky look at some of the extremes of Christian middle America and the pathological need of some people to not just be a better Christian, but the best Christian. Yet despite all that, it’s also a charming and sweet little fable about family and love. It’s like Jesus Camp mated with a Lifetime movie, and then was drugged with a heavy dose of irony.

Saved! takes place in a small town that’s particularly religious — the kids go to American Eagle Christian High School, the parents are obsessed with being the best Christian possible, with one of them even winning the dubious title of Number One Christian Interior Decorator. What I’m saying is, they’re big on the Jesus in this town. Mary (Jena Malone) is particularly fervent, along with her friends Hilary Faye (Mandy Moore), Tia (Heather Matarazzo), and Hilary Faye’s wheelchair-bound brother Roland (Macaulay Culkin). Except that Mary’s life seems to take a series of peculiar, and entirely un-Christian turns — her boyfriend Dean (Chad Faust) comes out of the closet, and after a misguided effort to un-gay him, Mary ends up pregnant and Dean ends up sent to a deprogramming camp for gay Christian teens.

All of this ends up with Mary in a bit of a crisis of faith, struggling to understand her fears of ostracization and of being shunned by her peers and family, including her mother (Mary Louise Parker), the local Pastor (Martin Donovan), and his son who’s developed a crush on Mary (Patrick Fugit). It all adds up to a story that completely took me by surprise, because instead of Saved! being a snide, sarcastic condemnation of religious fundies (though it certainly has some sharp elements of criticism) it’s instead a heartfelt, honest look at how religion can be both a blessing and a curse to families and friends, so to speak.

The two extremes are represented perfectly in two of the supporting cast members — Mandy Moore’s Hilary Faye seems to be vying to become the Best Christian EVER — she’s organizing their prom, she holds prayer meetings, she sings (in a hilariously over-the-top fashion) at the school’s assemblies, and her father recently donated a 30-foot statue of Jesus himself to the school. The problem, of course, is that Hilary Faye is so obsessed with being the Best Christian that she pursues some decidedly un-Christian tactics to achieve her goal, including first trying to save Mary from her sins, and when that fails, reverting to a campaign of shaming and shunning.

The other side of the coin is Cassandra (Eva Armurri), the lone Jewish student, who smokes, drinks and fucks her way to notoriety. Cassandra is seen as the ultimate prize for the other girls — anyone who would be able to successfully convert her, or save her, would get a serious feather in the cap. Cassandra, of course, has no interest in being saved — though she does develop an unlikely interest in Hilary Faye’s brother Roland, and eventually an unlikelier friendship with Mary.

Saved! is a fascinating study in religion and school politics and power games, something that I’ve never really had to experience first hand. It’s incredibly effective at showing the dangers of becoming too engrossed in your beliefs — or perhaps more accurately, in expecting others to follow along with them, regardless of circumstance or personal experience. As is the case whenever one believes strongly in something, there’s the temptation to let it overtake your life and affect your relationships with others, and Saved! manages to demonstrate with humor and affection the consequences that go with that.

It’s heavy subject matter — teen pregnancy, the toxicity of young female relationships, sex, homosexuality, single motherhood — all wrapped within the dense framework of Christian fundamentalism and high school relationships. Yet director Brian Dannelly (who co-wrote the screenplay with Michael Urban) handles it deftly and with a gentle sense of humor that isn’t nearly as harsh as I expected it to be. Mary’s crisis of faith doesn’t lead her to abandoning God, but instead to trying to find a better understanding, and to realize that there’s more to God and spirituality than what you read in a book or what you’re taught in a school. And while the ending almost slips into a melange of cheese and revelatory speeches (culminating in Mary’s near cringe-worthy line of “Why would God make us all so different if he wanted us to be the same?”), it stays the course and succeeds in being a smart, effective film that uses satire and comedy evenly, but not maliciously.

The film’s performances are strong throughout (with Moore and Armurri given the lion’s share of the memorable lines), but it’s carried by Malone, who gives a quietly emotional performance as Mary. She’s not without a biting sense of humor, but she also has a solemn sense of sadness and confusion that is portrayed effortlessly. Malone’s Mary is a good girl who’s made some dumb decisions, but is determined to gain a greater understanding from this new fate she’s forced to accept.

Saved! is a film I never expected to love — in fact, the main reason I watched it was due to my somewhat-embarrassing crush on Mandy Moore, and my own occasional penchant for religious mockery. But Saved! manages to do two remarkable things very effectively: It shows the inherent ridiculousness of aggressive, rabid organized religion, yet it also shows the inherent value and importance of religion in some people’s lives. It’s not a condemnation, nor does it seek to make a mockery of religion. Instead, Saved!, like Mary, seeks a better understanding — and if it cracks your shit up along the way, all the better.

TK writes about music and movies. He enjoys playing with dogs, raising the dead, and tacos. You can email him here.









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Comments

I remember renting this with a friend after it came out and both really liking it. Unfortunately, I think combination of very little press and the presence of Mandy Moore probably kept people away.

Posted by: maceo at July 6, 2010 2:38 PM

One of my favorite movies.

Posted by: Sara at July 6, 2010 2:40 PM

Love this movie. It's one of those that we'll watch every so often just because. It always surprises me when other people haven't heard of it, but I suppose not everyone is looking for this kind of movie on Christianity. It does take a well done middle road in our world of extremes.

Posted by: katy at July 6, 2010 2:43 PM

I am filled with Christ's love for this movie!

Posted by: yocean at July 6, 2010 2:48 PM

I'm so glad to see Saved! getting some attention. I remember seeing it when it came out and loving it. I went to a school heavy on the Christian fundamentalism all the way through high school, and it was great to see a movie that had young people who didn't fit in that blond-ponytail-Bible-study-and-bake-sale group struggling to figure out where they fit into "God's plan" when everyone tells you you're not doing it right. It could have gone the route of a mocking and derisive look at religion, but it did a great job of balancing irony and earnestness. Mandy Moore wears a t-shirt at the shooting range that says "Emmanuel Shooting Range: An Eye for an Eye." Just awesome.

Posted by: Dorothy Snarker at July 6, 2010 2:49 PM

I watched this movie once, along with Thirteen, that biopic about Nikki whatsherface. I can find all the people I went to high school with in that movie, and sadly, realizing that its not just Middle America, but a good portion of the rest of America as well, particularly the Bible Thumping Belt area as well.

Posted by: LordNinja at July 6, 2010 2:50 PM

It is quite clever, especially the fact that it's really "Pretty in Pink" where religious fervor substitutes for wealth as the peer-setting factor.

Posted by: PaddyDog at July 6, 2010 2:58 PM

i own maybe 20 or 25 movie dvd's total (i'm not that into collecting movies unless it's something i will definitely watch at least once a year) and this is one of them. this movie plus moore's stint on scrubs are the two reasons why i love that woman to pieces

Posted by: Sinnh at July 6, 2010 2:59 PM

God damn I love this film *forward flip*

LETS GET OUR CHRIST ON!

LETS GET DOWN WITH G-O-D

Posted by: Nadine at July 6, 2010 3:01 PM

Oh my god, the Jew girl's speaking in tongues!

I love this movie.

Posted by: Nat Kittyface at July 6, 2010 3:06 PM

I was also pleasantly surprised by this film. Loved the exorcism ambush scene.

Posted by: lameaim at July 6, 2010 3:09 PM

I am filled with Christ's love for this movie!

Hee. One of my favorite quotes of any movie ever. I love this movie too. Actually, maybe tonight's a good night to pull out the DVD...

Posted by: Anna von Beaverplatz at July 6, 2010 3:18 PM

Ditto all the love for this movie. The biggest surprise for me was Macaulay Culkin. I never liked him as a child actor AT ALL but in this and Party Monster I was actually impressed.

Posted by: Smokey at July 6, 2010 3:21 PM

I wouldn't say it slid into complete obscurity-- I'd say that the majority of people my age, who were 15 when it came out--adore this movie and hold it in very high esteem.

Posted by: Claire at July 6, 2010 3:23 PM

hilary faye, i can see your pad.

Posted by: gp at July 6, 2010 3:24 PM

Geep and I watched this with some friends a few weeks ago. I had never even heard of it, but they had all seen it before. Ellen Page was utterly fantastic, and it was just an all around excellent movie. I wonder why Moore didn't find more work after that, but then to a studio exec 10 mil is way too little to count as a bankable asset, I suppose.

Posted by: Smokin at July 6, 2010 3:25 PM

I love this movie - I actually almost watched my dvd this past weekend, but ended up not getting around to it. It never gets old and Mandy Moore was GREAT - every time I see it I wonder why she isn't in more things. And then I think about A Walk To Remember, and I think "That's why, Mandy. THAT'S why you're not in more things".

Also, where is Patrick Fugit? First Almost Famous, then this, and now.....nada.

Posted by: Nicole at July 6, 2010 3:25 PM

I love this movie too. I thought Mandy Moore was really good and I hoped Saved would help her get some better roles but that was definitely not the case. (See "Because I Said So")

Posted by: Sassy at July 6, 2010 3:27 PM

I caught it on one of the movie channels as I was flipping one evening and was also pleasantly surprised.

Posted by: admin at July 6, 2010 3:27 PM

I love the scene where Hilary Faye throws the bible at Mary. And Mary's response is, "This is not a weapon! You idiot." The message there was so perfect.

I'm with katy in being surprised that this hasn't been seen by more people. I can't remember if I saw it in the theatre, or shortly after it came out on DVD, but I guess I expected that a lot more people had seen it.

And, Sinnh, I agree that those two roles have totally endeared me to Mandy Moore too.

I gotta say, TK, I'm surprised, given your crush, that you hadn't already seen this. Glad to see the review up and hope more folks find their way to this film.

Oh, and it cracks me up that the movie takes place in Maryland. (Check the license plate on the handi-van that Hilary Faye drives.)

Posted by: tamatha at July 6, 2010 3:33 PM

This is one of my favorite movies, mostly because it deals with how life is always messy regardless of your involvement with religion. And Mandy Moore is such an amazing bitch queen! Rocking the pastel eyeshadow & self righteousness all the way to ... well, to Jesus, given the hilarious ending of prom.

Posted by: harlequin at July 6, 2010 3:50 PM

This is one of my favorite movies, mostly because it deals with how life is always messy regardless of your involvement with religion. And Mandy Moore is such an amazing bitch queen! Rocking the pastel eyeshadow & self righteousness all the way to ... well, to Jesus, given the hilarious ending of prom.

Posted by: harlequin at July 6, 2010 3:58 PM

great movie. even better if you went to parochial school of any sort. nice review, TK!

Posted by: lizzieborden at July 6, 2010 4:00 PM

Culkin was so sexy in this movie. (As opposed to the off-putting partial nudity in 'Party Monster'.) Come to think of it....Patrick Fugit, where did you go? Solid actor, easy on the eyes...we need more of you!

Posted by: Barnes78 at July 6, 2010 4:14 PM

I enjoyed this movie, but I felt that it missed something somewhere. It was like certain scenes were cut short or censored. For example, when Macaulay Caulkin is in the van reading something, I assumed it was a porno magazine, but the scene was cut so it was impossible to tell. There was another scene when someone is looking out the window at something, and that was cut short, too, and I was never sure what that scene was about. I just felt that the movie could have been a bit better, but I recommend it for a rental.

Posted by: BWeaves at July 6, 2010 4:16 PM

When I dropped my daughter off at a FCA camp recently (Fellowship of Christian Athletes), the counselors were, no joke, chanting a cheer that went like this:

F! C! A! JESUS ALL THE WAY! GOOOOOO GOD!

And I nearly died laughing because it immediately made me think of this movie, which is awesome.

Glad it's getting some love, it's a really overlooked one.

Posted by: Snuggiepants at July 6, 2010 4:16 PM

Okay, I'll do it.

Smokin, that was NOT Ellen Page.

Posted by: J. K. Barlow at July 6, 2010 4:27 PM

@SMOKIN,

You're absolutely right, Ellen Page was utterly fantastic in the film because she was nowhere to be found in the film. Best performance of her career by a long shot.

Posted by: Barnes78 at July 6, 2010 4:36 PM

Cassandra: There's only one reason Christian girls come down to the Planned Parenthood.
Roland: She's planting a pipe bomb?!?
Cassandra: Okay, two reasons.

Great movie, other than the bizarre miscasting of Macauley Culkin. He just creeps me out, and the fact that he's been with Mila Kunis for years makes me stabby.

Posted by: Abe Froman at July 6, 2010 4:39 PM

Oh, silly - it didn't "disappear" - it was made into a musical! Nothing set to song ever goes away....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aRKUYzNMJa4

Posted by: Sara Tonin at July 6, 2010 4:45 PM

I liked this movie, but I thought it tried too hard to make a point. One thing I did really like, however, was when Mary first found out she was pregnant; she was at school staring up at this huge statue of Jesus, I think, and she says in this deliberate way, "Damn. [pause] Shit. [longer pause] Fuck." When you're a good Christian girl and you start cussing, that's the order you do it in. Then you might move past "fuck" to "goddamn".

Posted by: Corntree at July 6, 2010 4:52 PM

"Great movie, other than the bizarre miscasting of Macauley Culkin. He just creeps me out . . "

Culkin I (one) always creeps me out, and to be honest, I think Roland was supposed to be creepy. If you've been in Xhristian groups for awhile, you'll notice there's always one kinda creepy kid who's just there because . . well, because. (and it's different than the real creeps, of which there are several and several types - see the movie for some examples.)

Roland was kinda me in that environment, but I didn't have the handicap nor were we expecting Jesus to channel some spit healin' - we were Sensibile Methodists. So I was pretty pretty persona non in my church.

Posted by: idiosynchronic at July 6, 2010 5:21 PM

Barnes78, you're the only person I know who also thought Culkin was hot in this movie! None of my friends agree with me, but I thought he was pretty cute with the one-liners.

This is one of those movies I love to watch over & over again. It's a shame it didn't get as much exposure as it deserves.

Posted by: MelBivDevoe at July 6, 2010 5:53 PM

I was deployed on a carrier when I saw this flick. This hard core jesus freak picked the movie up from MWR and I guess he didn't bother to read the box. It had the entire division laughing our asses off...except for Captain Jesus who tried twice to stop the movie over his protests that it was "vile".

Posted by: Diablo at July 6, 2010 6:23 PM

I unhesitatingly recommend this movie any time someone is like "what movie should I rent?"

As a Christian, I appreciate that it doesn't simply resort to cheap shots and bad, recycled, cliched jokes that expose a serious lack of understanding (IE: anything Richard Dawkins has ever written)

But as a smart Christian, I enjoy that it isn't afraid to attack aspects of the faith that simply make no sense, or aspects of the faiths followers that are scary and really unflattering.

It's really a fair treatment of the culture, which is rare.

Posted by: Lennon at July 6, 2010 6:47 PM

One of my favorite movies too. I didn't go to a Christian school, but it was so much like my high school experience it was a little freaky.

I love that they created something of a stereotype, but the movie never devolves into painting people with big bold strokes. Hilary Faye has her moments, even though she's basically an amalgam of every over the top uber-Christian girl I knew growing up. The characters are more complex, and I love that.

This is one I watch every time I can. (And, when I saw Martin Donovan and Mary Louise Parker hooking up in Weeds, I nearly had a -gasm experience. Loved them in Saved, loved them in Weeds.)

Posted by: kellyo at July 6, 2010 8:31 PM

I don't remember much from Saved!. I saw it a few years ago on a friend's recommendation, and I remember liking it much more than I thought I would. I STILL have a crush on Mac Culkin's Jewish GF from the movie, though, growwwl oi vei!

Posted by: Danny from Puerto Rico at July 6, 2010 8:54 PM

I love this movie. I went through christian education from K-12. I could point and laugh at all the people I recognised. It's also one of my favourites because it sits so well with my idea of my religion - that the majority of people who claim to be christians are also complete whackjobs who need to take a long hard look at themselves.

Posted by: redfeather at July 6, 2010 9:37 PM

The muffin shop is closed!

Cassandra effing RULES this film, one of my favourite characters ever in any movie.

I also love when she says "He GETS me. And I get him." You can't say it any simpler. Basically, every young actor in this film snaps the shit out of this script, and it's a crime it's a cult film and not a mainstream.

But I won't lie, then I probably wouldn't like it. Oh, go on then, yes I would. It's SAVED!

Posted by: Laurie at July 6, 2010 11:06 PM

"Scooter? Mary, this is a Vespa!"

This is one of my standard go-to movies for quotes just because it has so many great one liners and spot on jokes. Like others who have commented, I've had a lot of exposure to the Christian culture and I really liked that this wasn't a movie that says "Christianity is for chumps" so much as it was a commentary on those who abuse their Christianity or hide behind it. Just a funny, smart movie all around, and I love this review!

Posted by: Even Stevens at July 6, 2010 11:58 PM

LOVED it.

Posted by: Nxx at July 7, 2010 12:03 AM

Fuck yes. I watch this movie at least once a year. It just makes me happy.

Posted by: Kate at June at July 7, 2010 12:14 AM

"Watch me. Watch me walkin' away. Watch me walkin' away from Jesus!"

"And then where would you be, Roland?
...China."

"Its ok. Last year I got saved so that I could go on the ski trip"

Posted by: Kate at June at July 7, 2010 12:20 AM

@MELBIVDEVOE....

Thank you!! I'm glad someone else finally agreed with me! Or at least...had the courage to publicly agree with me. I had a crush on the boy the first time I saw this film. And it's one of the reasons I re-visit it on a regular basis. :-)

Posted by: Barnes78 at July 7, 2010 12:48 AM

"She's saying she has a hot pussy!"

Posted by: Brittany at July 7, 2010 4:53 AM

My friend Erica and I decided one night to combat her bad life circumstances (she had been cheated on) by making a drinking game to this movie, as we both loved watching it and everything is made better by drinking. Our only criterion was to drink every time Pastor Skip decided to be young and/or hip. We went through a pitcher of pink ladies before the end of the first morning meeting.

It was then I realized that a pitcher of alcohol made anything church related seem like a better idea. Sunday service? Start the day with mimosas. Christmas? Knock back some eggnog. Easter? Celebrate the Lord rising from the dead with some champagne. (Contrarily, if you are attending Easter Vigil, which any Catholics out there in Pajibaland can attest to, you need to bring back up supplies to drink during mass, cause that thing just WILL NOT END. Like Christ's love. Or something.)

Needless to say, Saved! made my life a better place.

Posted by: KatSings at July 7, 2010 7:46 AM

KatSings - I was intrigued by this Pink Lady drink you mentioned. So I looked it up on the internets, and the recipe I found included Applejack and egg white, in addition to gin, lemon juice, and a couple of dashes of grenadine. I'm all about the gin and lemon juice, never had Applejack, and am afraid of all cocktails involving raw egg. Tell me, is this the version that you made, or do you have a different recipe?

Posted by: tamatha at July 7, 2010 10:42 AM

I watched "Saved" when I was just starting college and on a kick to find somewhat less mainstream movies at the local movie store. I think I paired this up with "The Dangerous Lives of Altar Boys" and was kinda blown away by the combo. Definitely a great nights worth of movies there.

Posted by: RyanH at July 7, 2010 3:11 PM

I saw this on some lame women's channel a few years back. Now it's one of the movies my friends and I watch if we're in the mood for awesomeness, along with Hot Rod and Army of Darkness. Yeah, we're ECLECTIC!

Posted by: futuredirect at July 7, 2010 5:05 PM

Oh, and I'm down with G-O-D.

Posted by: futuredirect at July 7, 2010 5:07 PM

Hi, this is my first post here is Pajiba, which I've been reading for years now. I have recently bought several underappriciated gems. Saved! is a sweet engaging story, a story that feels warm and true even for a card-carrying atheist like me. Loved it. Thank you.

Posted by: jormis at February 16, 2011 5:10 PM